for you will never be replaced;

Wednesday, September 27, 2006
17:35

about one month have passed.
alot of things have just come to me. but let me just type that one single day, 14th september 2006. i couldnt believe that i pulled myself together to bake that last tray of cookies and a drink before work.=X
well, that day, all in all i could only say it wasnt me that was scary cause i just did what the other's actions were. although i could tell with one look at that time but now? no more.
everyday, i keep fearing that the last promise will be said now or later thru any means. maybe cause you always do things when i least expected it just like this time round.

i want to wake up one morning, thinking i cant remember a thing because this has too many memories,published or not. this blog? just maybe one day i'll be back maybe some day. some time or maybe never will. no one knows, no one will tell. let time decide..

...sentimental value
memories of past
events flash by
love lost
love gained
friends drifted
acquaintances aplenty
parties galore
fashion parade
shopping paradise
drowned in champagne
soaked in rain
merely keepsakes....

only the person with a heart will be able to find me.
/the person who cares and make me to smile even when i'm tired./

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpWYEgOvPtc&search=Goong%20Princess%20hours%20joo%20jihoon%20Yoon%20EunHye%20Kim%20Junghoon

no words can express
my love for you

Tuesday, August 29, 2006
19:41

this phase of my life has ended. the next phase would start when... (actually i myself dont know when it will be) so for the mean time this blog is to be stale. not to be reopened until the time is right.
030606 tell me, why did things turn like this always?? i did my best. really did. i dun want to assume any more. since promises are bullshit. since u calmly sat there. totally disapointed but i told myself, be strong since its the 2nd time already. how strong will i be? it depends on the next few days or weeks or again months.we'll see.
i really wish to say more but i better not. i wont turn away and run like i used to. well i believe this is kinda like a "trend" now. =X 456838 till this end.

i'm sorry everyone and thank everyone for their care.

How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be:
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
44. compassionate
WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:
45. give her compliments regularly
46. love shopping
47. be honest
48. be very rich
49. not stress her out
50. not look at other girls
AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:
51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:
54. Never to forget:
* birthdays * anniversaries * arrangements she makes

however, no one is this perfect. she accepts but he insists she didnt. pouring in here is no use. let it be, let it be.

HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY
1. Show up naked
2. Bring beer & food

raed: i wish u were here! i wished everything was back just 5:30am today. was happy being fetched and accompanied and doted on. very happy but happiness are always so short. i didnt treasure again.

no words can express
my love for you

Monday, August 28, 2006
21:28

first day of attachment today. it started off quite sad cause someone overslept. =(
well, the ward i've been posted to?? i hope i get to learn new things =) it's going to be a busy week. too many things scheduled. after that, i'll be all alone with no one to fetch me or bring me to work. haiz.

but, Happy birthday Deyna!

[a husband that gives his wife a present-mp3. the song placed inside was "everything i do, i do it for you"]

no words can express
my love for you

Wednesday, August 23, 2006
21:44

well, today is the day exams are over. the paper was the most difficult of them all! haiz...
no confident at all.

alot of things have happened. phsically and mentally drained. i need sleep now but most of all the care and concern.

i read a story and i hope you're feeling better.
to me, the story has some how an impact of myself. it brought me to the state i was in not too long ago. i understand and can feel the feeling shes going through.

+at times, even now i would wonder am i the last to know??+

no words can express
my love for you

Friday, August 11, 2006
09:29

well, i was knocked out yesterday eversince i laid in bed at 630pm. zZZZzzzZZZZzzzZZZzzzz

i dunno how i shld say it. but i feel that its really unfair. haiz. i used to think life was fair cause if u did sth wrong u would pay it back in other way which caused u to hurt. but not any more. although i feel pple shld be given a second chance if they "wake up" before it. but i guess some pple wont. or is that the sickness melody once said..=XxX

i totally dun want to be bothered by it any more. cause i feel that all the effort i put in has gone down the drain. if u didnt want to say it den tell me earlier, i would have put it in the slide. haiz. i wouldnt have spent my nights doing and writing. i wouldnt have cared. i could have slept at 1030pm every night. not thinking not bothering not stressing. and just do my part and push everything away. i give up. i'll just relax the next time there is an thing like that. i'm so sad and disappointed in 968. but what can i do?

i'm off to do my own things. not thinking or wondering abt anymore things.
this semester's ICA has finished. and i'm so glad. thanks to weilin for always staying up with me and helping me with the scripts. as well as shimin. =)

no words can express
my love for you